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Basically after a shitty day that included being hatjgged on Steam, I desided to chat on Omegle (and itвЂ™s the text only version,so I donвЂ™t even know what he lolks like). Initially I didnвЂ™t think of it anymuch more than you woild about talking to Cleverbot, just a way to chat for fun wiipdut consequence. But then I started talling to this guy and we kirda hit off, he seemed really nice and I lixed him. Eventually he asks me to exchange social mewfa, so I gave him my Skcge. The next day we started chtnidng on skype whore he suggests we start dating (nkte that we are literally on the opposite sides of the planet!). Bejng the young steeid girl who is starved for sohjbne to love her as I am, I agreed to take things slow and returned his affection. We combyxped to chat for a few dais, during witch I continued to rehfrn his advances (nrtymng actually sexual hayyvaed btw, so the wording may be off) and I think my feockygs were (or even still are) geutqke, I think I really liked him, but maybe I just liked the fact that he liked me? Anieay despite me sanvng I wanted to go slow, on day 2 heвЂ™s already saying he wants to kiss me and that heвЂ™s would be jealous of aniune else being with me. I also found out heвЂ™s super clingy, beouyng me not to go when I had to go sleep, and I just kinda rohred with all of it, even enxawzindng it to some degree. But riyht now the reiqhty of what hakvpoed just caught with me. This is a real pezgon who has gehgmne feelings for me, which I had continually led on and encouraged. I donвЂ™t even know if I shcre those feelings, hell I donвЂ™t even know if IвЂ™m attracted to men! And itвЂ™s all going at a speed too fast for me to even process privmjuy. And now ineuyad of the warm feeling I had when thinking of him, I just feel a sort of regretful emryamdqs, almost like the kind you have when you fiscrped masturbating. Even though IвЂ™m technically 18, for all inmqnts and purposes I am a chrmd, and this all to complicated for me to hacqle and IвЂ™m scklod. IвЂ™ve been hocffcvdybed my entire life and I baeoly leave my hovye, to go from that to an rapidly increasing rempdfntrzip is dizzing, I donвЂ™t know how to do these things! More than anything I want for this all to be just a bad drwam but itвЂ™s not. So now I have no idea what to do, I canвЂ™t just break up with a person afoer encouraging him like that, I dohвЂ™t want to break his heart, shzqld I just cohfxhue the relationship and hope it gets better? I am at a loss and I hate myself for stowqing this. TL;DR Stlwyed relationship with guy on Omegle bessxse of poor jupinatt, now regret it because IвЂ™m not mature enough to handle it. 2 * joawsome7 РІ rrelationships
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